Long week

So last week felt like the longest week of my life. I worked 4 straight days of doubles. Then Saturday was spent at a funeral and then a wedding. Today I went to see the new Harry Potter and spent sometime with friends at the pool. Really not ready for the week to start tomorrow. At least I won't be working that much this week and the following week is my VACATION. Not going anywhere, but I don't have to work.

Sunday

So this weekend has been nice. Friday night I lounged around the house and got some rest. Yesterday I went to my friend's pool and hung out all day. Today I am sitting watching all the Lord of the Ring movies.

I need to be writing. I have so many ideas that I can't seem to get them worded right. I'm thinking if I get this first prompt written everything will fall into place. We'll see.

This week is going to be very busy. I work Mon- Fri at the office and Tue- Fri at the store. That is 4 doubles this week. I need to start drinking energy drinks now.

I hope to be able to blog some this week. But if I don't I will update soon.

<3 Carrie

Witfit fanfic challenge.

So, I have decided to challenge myself to write from the Fictionista workshop prompts. I really want to to focus my mind so I can work on my already in progress fics. I am so busy that I hardly have time to write, but I have so much going on in my head these days. Writing always seems to help. I don't think I am going to register at the site, but I am just going to use the prompts. I have 8 to catch up on over the weekend. We'll see what my brain comes up with. I will be posting links when I post on FFN.

It's been awhile.

So, I started this blog last year and haven't taken the time to update in forever. I want to try to start it up again. A lot of things have happened since the last post. Sometimes I have issues with sorting out my thoughts enough to post. Things are really busy with me between my two jobs. I feel like I have lost touch with the people who have become important to me. I like my insecurities take over and figure they don't miss me anyway. I seriously need something big to happen for me.

I am not sure if I want to keep this a personal blog, or mix it up. I will think about it and try to update nightly before I go to bed.

Bed time for me. Maybe my next post will have a bit more.

-Until then
Carrie

Camping this weekend.

So this weekend, my friends and I are camping. So I won't be around after tonight. I feel like it is close enough to the end of the month that I can skip days on my blogging. Not sure if anyone is reading anyway. I really need to work on my new fic tonight so I feel like I have accomplished SOMETHING fic wise this week.

HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!

I'm too emo

This week has been a roller coaster of feelings. I am constantly up and down. I listened to a song today that we played at my mom's funeral.


 The Perfect Fan lyrics

It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big thing but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of players to get me through
There is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

You showed me
When i was young just how to grow
You showed me everything that i should know
You showed me just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

God has been so good
With blessing me with the family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of Grace
And it flatters me when i see a smile on your face
I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

You showed me
When i was young just how to grow
You showed me everything that i should know
You showed me just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And showed me that you would always be there
I wanna thank you for the time
And i'm proud to say you're mine

You showed me
When i was young just how to grow
You showed me everything that i should know
You showed me just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were the perfect fan

'Cause Mom you always were, Mom you always were
Mom you always were...the perfect fan

I Love You Mom

Blog #2 today!!

I really want to motivate myself to make the changes I need to in my life. I still feel in a complete rut. But now that the new TV season has started. I feel I will never get anything done. Tuesday nights are going to be crazy. Glee, One Tree Hill, and NCIS all come on at 7, and I don't have DVR. I guess I will be watching NCIS episodes on line. I need to get all my shows form last season in my queue at Netflix. I am such a TV junkie. I need to go make my nightly show list.

Later peeps!!
<3 ME